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Yeap yeap....I went for my SECOND tooth surgery yesterday!!! Terrible Terrible!!! I HATE dentist visit!!!

My friends were like:" WHAT??!!! ANOTHER one?? I thought you just went dentist two weeks ago??How many wisdom teeth you have wor??!!! "

o_____O"""

Yeshhhh I knowwwwww!!! Sadly two teeth cannot be taken out at the same time cos I wont be able to eat anything if I had both taken out at once!!! =(
So yeap..Twice the pain and twice the depression!!

Just a reminder how my cheeks look before the surgery
=p

The evil tray of tools that is waiting for me...Gleaming under the light and twinking evil-ish at meeeeee!!!

*Shiver shiver*

On my previous visit, I had THREE injections which already puts me in total agony!! What to do?? I HATE Hate hatee injections and needles!!! Especially looooong needles that's poking into my gum!!
AND the fact that the banana flavoured gel that supposed-ly will ease the pain doesn't work at all!! I still feel the stink and pain!! =(

This time....WORST luck!!!
it's FOUR!!! (arghhhhh) injections alltogether~~

One, Two




Three and...




Four!!

After one hour of opening my mouth WIDE...and hearing alot of weird sound AND feeling some sort of pushing and pressure in my mouth....and the aftermath where my mouth feels total tired and numb...
This is the result.........

*twinkle twinkle*
Nice??





Anyone feeling nauseaus or dizzy yet??
hehehe~

But,
PHEEeeeeeewWwwwwwww~~~~ All tooth taken out!! No more surgery needed!!!
I am so so sooooo relieved!!!
(still have a final visit to go...take out stiches n everything...) but aiyahhh...small potato laaa...compare to the bloody surgery I went through.. hehe~

The boyfriend tried to cheer me up after my surgery cos I was feeling miserable with a gauze stucked in my mouth!!



The BF: I ask you an IQ question ok?? Its superrr lame but damnnn funny...

Me: er...ohkayyyy..

The BF: U know that there's 26 alphabets alltogether right?? If ET (the alien) is gone, how many alphabets are left??

Me: I know the answer confirm is NOT 24 lahh.....Dunno la..How many?

The BF: 21!!! (sound damn smug)

Me: WHY??

The BF: cos ET needs an U-F-O to go away maaaaaa!!!!!!!

Me: ................................*swt*................................................ *LOL*

Got it people?? Got it?? Got it??


Dun *sweat* or show me The Look ok people!!

My BF is superrrrr LAME!!!! hahahaha~~ But the answer is soooooo lame that I end up laughing out loud, so he did make me laugh and cheer me up after all!!! =)

(It's STILL superrr lame though......)


AND horrifying-ly....my SISTER can answer it when I asked her!!!!
Gawddddd...Two of the most important people in my life are

LAMERS!!!!!!!
*grins*

I am a very very very happy girl yesterday cos FINALLY I get to meet up with my super super bestie Caryn Kwan after so long!!! She lahh...very busy one...need go class...need teman her darling Chern...need happy happy holiday in Hokaido...need this need that =p

So, only yesterday we FINALLY FINALLY meet up!!! hehehe....Since I din geta celebrate my darling's b'day during September (being in Melbourne and all)...I prepared a VERY VERY VERY belated b'day pressie for her!!!! hehe~

L'Occitane~
Cheery Blossom series~

The infamous 'Xiu Long Pao'



*salivates*



Our other dishes!!







Girls need their dessert to have flawless and perfect complexion!!
hehe~











Hehe...the photos looks kinda like some Dragon-i ambassadors!!
=p

Of course group photos are needed!!! Caryn loves how she looked like in one of the photo BUT I like the way I looked in another one!!!! Soooooo~~~

Two Group Pics!!!


She Liked This!!!
(I look fugly here!!)

Me Likey likey This!!

Since Caryn claims she rarely comes down to Subang, AND the reason she is in Subang NOW is cos of ME (proud proud proud)!!! She craves for the famous yumz Pizza Wrap in Pyramid!!! So, although we had our lunch, we STILL decide to go for the wraps!! hehe~~~

( I know we damn geng in eating laaaa!!! and well...screw my vows of dieting laaa!!! I simply CANT diet on this day cos I need to makan with my Caryn maaaa!!! right right?)


What is a BFF outing without a series of CamwhoreSessions???!!!! SO, bear with our vanity ok people!! hehe~

At ze toilet!!




While waiting for ze wraps~





(My favourite pic of the day as well!!!)



Her posing with her wraps!!




Saw my greedy face!! hehe~





See the way Caryn smiles upon holding her yumz yumz Tuna Salad Wrap!!
teehee~

(And do ignore my uber fugly messed up hair!! It's time for my haircut I think!)

Trust me, we are definitely attracting weird glances from passerbys with our nonstop camwhoring session AS WELL AS our superrrr loud laughter!!!

Caryn + Me = Endless LOUD Laughter!!! hehehe~~~
ALWAYS ALWAYS happened without fail!!! When we both meet up, we can laugh right from the start till AFTER we reach home and chatted online!!! hehehe~~
And not forget to mention, since the day I know Caryn, she is famous for her "hehehe" and ticklish laughter!! blehhhh~

CamwhoreSession continues in the Car!!

(Posing with the pressie!)





Does she like her gift??

I would say YES!!! hehehe~~~ AND it realllyyy is a YES ok!!!
Hehe~~ She says it smells reallll nice after she got home and tried em!!

I am using the same series and ehehehe~ When the boyfriend is in KL and four of us (she and her Chern) go out for dinner!! Two boyfriends will have a hard time identifying where the fragrance comes from!!! hehehe~ Bleh Bleh Blehhhhh~

^_____^


Anyways, I can't tell u how good is it to go out with my Caryn darling after MONTHS!!!!!!

Me heart her long long lonnnnnnnnng time!!!
hehehe~~~

"Go out again soon k darling??"


Signing off with a photo of vanity!!! hehehe~

ME!!!!

For some reason...I am feeling extremely emotional and down today...a lot things have been happening to me lately...I promise myself to not think about it, to ignore it, to cherish what I have right now, to stop lying to myself, to just be happy on this brand new year of 2009...I just want to be happy......Simple...

But, I guess I can't.....I am sure things happened for a reason...AND I am suppose to learnt something, a lesson, a reminder, anything...from these incidents...

I can understand you hate me now...very much too...despise me and all....but to be honest, I am mad and unhappy as well....for so many years, I sincerely swear I take you as my closest closest friend.....I always try my best to be there for you...Do you remember when you are down and unhappy for a period in your first year, I sincerely care....And it is that time as well I truly feel I am appreciated and cherished....You talked to me everyday, you tell me things, you are there for me as I am for you....Those time to me are memories..that makes me really happy....

I do not try to make myself seems to be a great person, because I admit I am wrong too in this...I did my mistakes....I try too hard to be your friend I guess...Maybe I had enough of something after some time...my emotions just burst one day....I just realize and see things one day....

Maybe you did not do it on purpose....Maybe you really take all that as a joke..because I let you to...I never voice out...I never let you know I am hurt by those words..by those things you maybe unintentionally did....but yea, I am hurt.....

Before I went to Melbourne, I still think everything is just fine...I am happy...I am even happier to go to Melbourne cos that will mean I will see you more often...But now, I suppose I kinda wish I will still be studying in Malaysia...I start to feel, distance might be a good thing after all.... Since I went to Melbourne, things start changing...I start to notice things that really really make me hurt, make me cry, feel betrayed and all these emotions turn to anger and depression....So I talk...and this is what makes me into a bitch.....to you.....

Like I said, you might never meant anything you did, but these incidents makes me feel upset....I told myself, it is ok....she doesnt mean it...its just a joke...HAHA and laugh it off....
But when people around me start telling me what they see, what they heard, even close friends around us....I start to feel doubtful...I start to question myself...Why is everyone around me saying the same thing, noticing the same thing, except for me??


I can ignore the fact that this guy came between us both once...Because I believe love is not something I can force about, but, later on, I heard things, close friends telling me...I gained alot of weight because all I ever did last holiday was to stay home, eat and sleep....How do I feel when I heard this?? WHY do I stay home during that time? Because...
My best friend is together with the guy I like!!! I told her it's fine to be with him because they both like each other...But, I am not a machine. I Need time alone to deal with all this shits....to consume the news, digest it and be fine with it. As a best friend, would you just get together with the guy I like, think I am REALLY ok with it, (and I really am fine with you liking him at that moment) and then tells ppl all I did during that period is sleep n eat thats why I gained weight...How will one feel when this shits happen to her?


Then, its fine..I was upset when I heard about this for some time. Then, I leave it....Its in the past...now you both are happily together...thats what matters...THEN, someone came to tell me...says that you feel I am being a nuisance in making a card for C during her B'day......says that behind my back you have been saying how I am acting all innocent and all.....says that DC will never ever likes me....says that you laugh about my bf behind my back...saying things about us and all...I ask,how much do you know him?


All these news came in to me right after the incident on DC.....You know I liked him...yet people around me...EVERYONE around me can see that you are flirting with him....they POINT it out to me....you did it right infront of my eyes.....this is what makes me emo and cry all the time during that period....yet you are so nochalant about it....


Perhaps you never realize all these, but for once, have you ever think that you are taking granted of me...taking advantage of me...to you, I am a friend that is forever available for you...You know all you have to do is ask, and I will be there...for lunch, for help, for anything....the friends you truly cherish are never me...they r the two person that you once thought you lose their friendships...
Please, just think it back....You have been taking me for granted..taking this friendship for granted for the past one year....
You talk and make fun of me as if I have no feelings..you joke about my everything..making me embarassed in public...make me feel so low of myself...even the girls notice it...Even they feel the way you treat me is different...you post a blogpost in our class blog that hurts me indirectly....
You came to me when those friends you truly cherish are not available....
You act so because you know, I am always there...I am always available....I am always the person that doesnt know how to say 'No'....


Yet, I owe you an apology...I am sorry for the things I did for my part...I was upset and angry, hence the bitching started...I feel I am being your 'waterfish'...I admit I bitch about certain stuff, but I did not mention how you skip classes, how you go to clubs and all....as well as 'alot of the stuff I said that you wont even finish talking about it till tomorrow'.( I do not know what it is but well...its not important now anymore because you won't listen anyway)
I am not THAT low of a bitch....because I skip classes myself, I go clubbing myself....
I admit I talk to close friends..but not to EVERYONE like you seems to think so...I talked about the guy...because most of it started because of this..because of the flirting..because I can see the things you are doing right infront of my eyes..because I heard people telling me how impossible isit for him to like me.....how naive I am and all....

I am sorry for being a backstab bitch..But arent you doing the same thing to me all this while?? Yet, U told me you say things in front of me and arent as bitchy as me being a backstab and all...Did you really?? If you did, will all these shits happen?? If you did, why do I have to hear all sorts of stories from other people, from close friends?

Yet, I AM SORRY...
because I did do something wrong in this...because I bitch rather then confront you.....I owe you this apology nontheless...I am sorry for being a bitch rather then a good friend to you....

I really hope you get to read this post...and I hope you could put aside your current hatred towards me and really think about the things I said...Because...I cannot feel all this emotions if you did not do anything....I sincerely do cherish this friendship....for all these years...have always cherish this friendship the most....till today...thats what makes me blog about this post...
I really did try to ignore all these shits before, just ignore it and believe you take me as your true friend, that you cherish me.....but I end up bitching because I feel betrayed..so I am sorry...because I choose the wrong way to deal with things...

Maybe like I said, you never realize you did all this...you take all the things you said as harmless jokes...you unintentionally did things that make me feel hurt.....maybe I am just the brainless sensitive bitch here....I am not apologizing for accusing you...for thinking you take advantage of me....because I am sure you will come to realize...you did hurt my feelings and this friendship in a way...nevertheless,


I Am Sorry~
for my part that I did wrong......

Whoa...in a blink, 2008 is OVER.. and


2009


is here......Time really really flies sooooo fast!! especially 2008!!! I never realize it till the pang of 31st December 2008 hits me!!! Shyttt...LAST DAY OF 2008 ALREADY??!!!!
So, before I blog about my new year eve celebration in my next post, I decided to do a review of my year 2008 !!! hehehe~


Year 2008 has totally flew past me like a bullet!!! Maybe because it's my first time away from home, first time on my own, first time having all the freedom I longed for, first time doing ALL sorts of things..When you are experiencing new stuff, time do flies more quickly I realize =p


I love and hate year 2008 for a few reasons....But lets not mention why I hate year 2008 because I would love more to jot down my happy memories of year 2008 AND feel happy when I read back this post years later !! (rather then feeling miserable cos of all those crappy things that happened right? )!!!

=p


I met a whole lots of new people and new friends..Some whom are always there for me and whom I came to cherish ALOT!!! They are forever there to cheer me up and make my days in Melbourne fill with happiness and less lonely!! I heart them alot alot alot!!!

My girls whom I heart lotxxx~










(Can you believe she's actually my PRIMARY school fren, and her mum is my CLASS TEACHER!!! and we bump into each other in uni, same course, same class, same subject EVERYTHING!!! small world ehhh??)




(well, I know Jin is there and he is a guy, but well...its his b'day pic and his nickname is ahGirl..so shud be OK laa =p)



My 'buddies' that forever never fails to crack me up with their silly jokes!!
*heart*

And not to forget my old friends too...friends from my high school and college... I miss them so so soooo much!!! Yes, Kuan!! I mean YOU!!! Going all the way to UK and staying there till you graduate!!! what is this laaa!!we are missing our annual meet-up everytime I come back!!! and there's my Caryn darling who is now happily vacation-ing in Hokaido!! hehehe~ Amy, Kiki, Jac, Siew Pao, Haris, Kelvin.......the list goes on n on....

My lovelies~




(Do remind me its time for a new pic when U return from Hokaido my dear!!
This is taken wayyy long ago!! we need LOTSA new pics!!! )
hehehe~








Yes!! I do...Cherish~

Not to forget I encounter ALOT of my first timessss in Melbourne!! hehehe~~ not to say its a bad thing!! (doubt my parents will think alike about some of the activities though =p) kekekeke~

My first time...
C-L-U-B-B-I-N-G and D-R-I-N-K-I-N-G
and......
got D-R-U-N-K, experiencing hangovers....!!!

(Taken exactly on my FIRST time clubbing!!)










(Since he is my Number 1 and not forgettimg to mention,
the forever hot clubber!! AND being my college classmate as well,
hence, your face is up here!!! teehee~ )

My first time....
celebrating my 20th birthday away from home!!! Got pissed drunk that night!!! But had a blast anyways!!! Thank You Guysss!!

My first time...
To see ALOT of snowwww!!! and try snowboarding (endless 'pokai' moments though...)

My first time....
having my hair soooo short!! (as well as my first time having my hair dyed!!)

My first time....
Receiving AND Wearing a ring... (my first Tiffany n Co. as well)

My first time....
to Xiamen and Fuzhou, China with my family.... (On our annual endofyear family holiday trip!)

(Not forggeting to mention, gonna be my sis's first time realllll awayyyy from home!!
Dear sis, Say goodbye to Malaysia and Hello Sydney (also 'Hello 24/7 of Maggi' everyday!!)
=p

And, I love 2008 because I met....

HIM!!!

Him who loves me for who I am, who protects and pampers me, who showers me with love and attentions!!! who being who he is!!!!
I Love You b!!
and I hope year 2009 will be an amazing year for both of us, and I pray all your wishes and dreams to come true!!
Pray for every success in your life, a smooth year ahead and for you to be happy always!!!

Every steps I take, is a step towards finding you~
-Message In a Bottle-

Hence, overall, year 2008 is a so-so year for me!!! alot things happened, but I believe things happened for a reason and I am willing to accept it, learnt from it and hoping for a better tomorrow!!!

So,
HAPPY 2009
to all my family, friends and readers out there!!! Have a Good Year ahead!!!

Love~