Tuesday, December 30, 2008
After five days of hibernating in my room due to a swollen cheek, I finally escape out of the pit hole and went to no other than the DENTIST!!! Yeeaappppp~~ AGAIN!!!
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This time to take my stitches off~~~ As well as reschedule the next appointment for my wisdom tooth to be taken out. This time.... the LEFT side!!! can dieeeeeee ohkayyyyyy!!!!!! a SECOND round of swelling cheek and total pain!! How great is that!! I am totally looking forward to next TUESDAY !!! N-O-T !!!!!!
After my short dentist visit, I decided to pamper myself due to the 5 days lock up in the house!!! hehehe....AND Ms Tung Yi Ying is back from Melbourne!!! This means only one thing!!!
SHOPPINGGGG!!!!
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This time to take my stitches off~~~ As well as reschedule the next appointment for my wisdom tooth to be taken out. This time.... the LEFT side!!! can dieeeeeee ohkayyyyyy!!!!!! a SECOND round of swelling cheek and total pain!! How great is that!! I am totally looking forward to next TUESDAY !!! N-O-T !!!!!!
After my short dentist visit, I decided to pamper myself due to the 5 days lock up in the house!!! hehehe....AND Ms Tung Yi Ying is back from Melbourne!!! This means only one thing!!!
SHOPPINGGGG!!!!
Where else but BANGSAR when come to shoppingggg!!! hehehe~~~
Purchase at the end of the days!!! I simply grin in delight at the sight of these wonderful bagssss!!!!! * sigh *
Purchase at the end of the days!!! I simply grin in delight at the sight of these wonderful bagssss!!!!! * sigh *
Us in the car on the way home!!!!
Uber-ly heavy traffic results in
ENDLESS CAMWHORE SESSIONS!!
=p
Uber-ly heavy traffic results in
ENDLESS CAMWHORE SESSIONS!!
=p
See tyy with her banyak 'fat hiao' face!!!
Damn too much this woman...busy camwhoring there in the car only when I'm stressed out trying to even move in the crazy traffic!!!
Summor she must 'lebih lebih' capture those total hideous candid shots of me!!!!!! me with my bulging cheek!!!!
damnnnnn TOO MUCH ok!!! hahaha~
And its super super super heavy traffic because of
Yeng rightttt? The lorry totally went sideway!! For those Cina people out there that believes in striking ToTo with the vehicle's plat number thanks to situations as above, the lorry plat number is
7011
hahahaha~~So go and buy laahhh!!! Just don't forget about me okayy when one of you really kena lottery!!! I am not greeedyyy la...I just ask for 40% of ur wins!!! hehe~ Reasonable right since I am the one that offers you the golden numbers !!!!
=)
And one of the reason I dont quite enjoy shopping in KL is because of the weather!!! So frigginggggggg hot!! I was all sweaty and having red puffy cheeks at the end of the day!! So, I am kind enough to get all of us some refreshing nice cold drinks from 7-11 before we head home!!!
BUT
Look at what noobie tyy did to her can of drink!!!!
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I know righhhhttt??
One word to describe...
N-O-O-B !!!
End up she wasted the whole can because we have absolute no idea how to open it using other method!! hehehe~~
( we even try to screw it open with my house key!!! =____=" )
hahaha~~
Damn too much this woman...busy camwhoring there in the car only when I'm stressed out trying to even move in the crazy traffic!!!
Summor she must 'lebih lebih' capture those total hideous candid shots of me!!!!!! me with my bulging cheek!!!!
damnnnnn TOO MUCH ok!!! hahaha~
And its super super super heavy traffic because of
THIS!!
Yeng rightttt? The lorry totally went sideway!! For those Cina people out there that believes in striking ToTo with the vehicle's plat number thanks to situations as above, the lorry plat number is
7011
hahahaha~~So go and buy laahhh!!! Just don't forget about me okayy when one of you really kena lottery!!! I am not greeedyyy la...I just ask for 40% of ur wins!!! hehe~ Reasonable right since I am the one that offers you the golden numbers !!!!
=)
And one of the reason I dont quite enjoy shopping in KL is because of the weather!!! So frigginggggggg hot!! I was all sweaty and having red puffy cheeks at the end of the day!! So, I am kind enough to get all of us some refreshing nice cold drinks from 7-11 before we head home!!!
BUT
Look at what noobie tyy did to her can of drink!!!!
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I know righhhhttt??
One word to describe...
N-O-O-B !!!
End up she wasted the whole can because we have absolute no idea how to open it using other method!! hehehe~~
( we even try to screw it open with my house key!!! =____=" )
hahaha~~
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So, anyway, this is most of my purchase TODAY and before I got my tooth taken out!!!
Taaa Daaaaaa~~~~~
Hehehe~Told you guys I went a LITTLE crazy
=p
and well,
for those that knows me well enough will realize I am absolute fanatic when it comes to nice heels and sandals.. (Basically ANY nice footwear....hehehe)
I always ALWAYS ALWAYSSSSS love to buy shoes!!!! which is BAD i think....because right....
now I really have no idea how I am gonna carry em back to Melbourne!!! *not good not good*!!!
But well, I don't want to worry about that problem NOW because buying shoes make me happyyyy!!! And I LOVE shoesss!! hehehe~
so I shall worry about this problem next month lahhh!!!
I bought two pairs from Bangsar today and two more before I went to the dentist the other day!!! they are all total beautyyyy!!!
There's sandals of course!! All prepared for summer in Melbourne!
=p
and well,
for those that knows me well enough will realize I am absolute fanatic when it comes to nice heels and sandals.. (Basically ANY nice footwear....hehehe)
I always ALWAYS ALWAYSSSSS love to buy shoes!!!! which is BAD i think....because right....
now I really have no idea how I am gonna carry em back to Melbourne!!! *not good not good*!!!
But well, I don't want to worry about that problem NOW because buying shoes make me happyyyy!!! And I LOVE shoesss!! hehehe~
so I shall worry about this problem next month lahhh!!!
I bought two pairs from Bangsar today and two more before I went to the dentist the other day!!! they are all total beautyyyy!!!
There's sandals of course!! All prepared for summer in Melbourne!
I love love this!!!
Its so comfy and I love the black rose!!
and
my second pair!!
Pink and Silver makes a good combination don't you think?
Its so comfy and I love the black rose!!
and
my second pair!!
Pink and Silver makes a good combination don't you think?
Besides sandals,
Of course there's my all time TOP favourite - HEELS!!!!!!
My happiest purchase so far!!!
I love heels with bows!!
and
I love these toooo!!!
Makes my skin looks really contrast to the blue colour!!
(Make my legs seems so fair!!)
Thats all for now!!! hehe~
Tomorrow's the last day of Year 2008!!! What you guys plan to do then?? I am still unsure!!! hehehe~~Shall think and plan about it tomorrow!!! =)
and anyways, Perasan punya tyy, I know you are reading this so YES, I am glad ur home!!! hahahaha~~~
I love heels with bows!!
and
I love these toooo!!!
Makes my skin looks really contrast to the blue colour!!
(Make my legs seems so fair!!)
Thats all for now!!! hehe~
Tomorrow's the last day of Year 2008!!! What you guys plan to do then?? I am still unsure!!! hehehe~~Shall think and plan about it tomorrow!!! =)
and anyways, Perasan punya tyy, I know you are reading this so YES, I am glad ur home!!! hahahaha~~~
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Believe in your heart that
something wonderful is about to happen.
Love your life.
Believe in your own powers,
and your own potential,
and in your own innate goodness.
Wake up every morning
with the awe of just being alive.
Discover each day the magnificent,
awesome beauty in the world.
Explore and embrace life in yourself
and in everyone you see each day.
Reach within to find your own specialness.
Amaze yourself and rouse those around you
to the potential of each new day.
Don't be afraid to admit
that you are less than perfect;
this is the essence of your humanity.
Let those who love you help you.
Trust enough to be able to take.
Look with hope to the horizon of today,
for today is all we truly have.
Live this day well.
Let a little sun out as well as in.
Create your own rainbows.
Be open to all your possibilities;
all possibilities and Miracles
Always...believe in Miracles.
Saturday, December 27, 2008
So did you guys have fun during Christmas?? I am sure most of you been out party-ing and all...
I am VERY ENVIOUS of you guys to be honest!! Because........
Sadly......
I spend my Christmas visiting the dentist and have my wisdom tooth taken out!!!
(Yea I knowwww....my dentist is superrr hardcore workaholic!! Even work on Christmas Day!!! )
What is more!! the dentist gave me an ultimate Christmas present that totally TOTALLY kills my Christmas spirit!!
Ta Daaaaaa~~~
Saw the swollen right cheek??? I look like a retarded mango or even a watermelon!!! My face look EVEN MORE bloated than before and my facial shape is IMBALANCE!!
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=(((
I am devastated ohkay people!!! So far I am stuck at home for 3 days!! Totally refusing to step out my house because of the condition of my cheek!!! No Christmas Celebration, No shopping trips, No meeting up with old friends, No yam char-ing at night, No yummy food, No..............
How sad is my current life? I am stuck with tasteless porridge and soup while my whole family went for curry fish head, yummy belacan kangkung~~~ AND the fact that they r NOW right THIS minute, downstairs, chewing Pisang Goreng doesnt make me feel least better!!! So, I hibernate in my room to 'See & Taste No Evil' !!!!
Just my bed, my teddy, my laptop and I !!!
Sobzz~~
SO
I will be evil enough to spoil the appetite of you readers out there as well!!!
After my surgery that lasts for 50 minutes which includes 3 injections, various eerie creepy sounds and the dentist peering into my mouth, DIGGING out my wisdom tooth.....
this is what we have!!!
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I am devastated ohkay people!!! So far I am stuck at home for 3 days!! Totally refusing to step out my house because of the condition of my cheek!!! No Christmas Celebration, No shopping trips, No meeting up with old friends, No yam char-ing at night, No yummy food, No..............
How sad is my current life? I am stuck with tasteless porridge and soup while my whole family went for curry fish head, yummy belacan kangkung~~~ AND the fact that they r NOW right THIS minute, downstairs, chewing Pisang Goreng doesnt make me feel least better!!! So, I hibernate in my room to 'See & Taste No Evil' !!!!
Just my bed, my teddy, my laptop and I !!!
Sobzz~~
SO
I will be evil enough to spoil the appetite of you readers out there as well!!!
After my surgery that lasts for 50 minutes which includes 3 injections, various eerie creepy sounds and the dentist peering into my mouth, DIGGING out my wisdom tooth.....
this is what we have!!!
Cant see clearly??? Fear Not!!!
I have a CLOSE UP pic!!! hehehehe~~~~ which I am sure you guys will enjoy it veryyyy much!!!
The BLOODY bits and pieces of my wisdom tooth!!
You can even see some gum attacthed to the tooth if you look clearly!!
I have a CLOSE UP pic!!! hehehehe~~~~ which I am sure you guys will enjoy it veryyyy much!!!
The BLOODY bits and pieces of my wisdom tooth!!
You can even see some gum attacthed to the tooth if you look clearly!!
Dinner mou?? *grins*
I know I am super evil la....hehehe...Its disgusting I know!!!
My mum goes 'yerrrrrrrrrr.........' when I showed it to her!! hahahaha~~
I dunno why it's still swelling after three days!! Well, I gonna be taking the stitches off on Tuesday, I seriously praying that the swell will be gone by then BECAUSE I wanna go out desperately for New Year Eve Countdown!!! Weeeee~~~
Not to forget the fact that Teoh Wei is kind enough, promising to bring me for Jogoya when I am able to eat again!!! Hehehe... *smile smileee*
Unlike the evil boyfriend who just keep laughing at me!!!! Hrmppphhh~
The only good outcome of this is I MIGHT be able to lose some extra fats since I couldn't eat solid food and all!!! (I think my mum is secretly feeling very happy because she keeps complaining I am too FAT!!! =p )
I know I am super evil la....hehehe...Its disgusting I know!!!
My mum goes 'yerrrrrrrrrr.........' when I showed it to her!! hahahaha~~
I dunno why it's still swelling after three days!! Well, I gonna be taking the stitches off on Tuesday, I seriously praying that the swell will be gone by then BECAUSE I wanna go out desperately for New Year Eve Countdown!!! Weeeee~~~
Not to forget the fact that Teoh Wei is kind enough, promising to bring me for Jogoya when I am able to eat again!!! Hehehe... *smile smileee*
Unlike the evil boyfriend who just keep laughing at me!!!! Hrmppphhh~
The only good outcome of this is I MIGHT be able to lose some extra fats since I couldn't eat solid food and all!!! (I think my mum is secretly feeling very happy because she keeps complaining I am too FAT!!! =p )
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What date is todayyy??
It's 27th!! Which means.....
=)))
Sadly, we cant celebrate this special day together because
he is in Melbourne where else, I am in Malaysia...I am not exactly someone that appeal to the idea of LDR, especially on occasions like this, but well...
time flies....
In just a blink, we are two months old already, in another blink, I will get to see you very very soon!!! hehehe~~~
Right this moment he is working...AGAIN!!! hahaha...yea i know!! When everyone is in the festive and holiday spirit, he decides to WORK!!! ( AND yet I just complained bout my workaholic dentist =p ) teehee~~~
Anyways,
Happy 2 months dear!!!
See you in exactly one month and one week time!!!! ( I hope!! )
One more day without you is
one more day closer to being with you
With lots and lots of hugs~~
Not to forget,
I Miss you!!!
It's 27th!! Which means.....
Happy 2 months to us!!!
=)))
Sadly, we cant celebrate this special day together because
he is in Melbourne where else, I am in Malaysia...I am not exactly someone that appeal to the idea of LDR, especially on occasions like this, but well...
time flies....
In just a blink, we are two months old already, in another blink, I will get to see you very very soon!!! hehehe~~~
Right this moment he is working...AGAIN!!! hahaha...yea i know!! When everyone is in the festive and holiday spirit, he decides to WORK!!! ( AND yet I just complained bout my workaholic dentist =p ) teehee~~~
Anyways,
Happy 2 months dear!!!
See you in exactly one month and one week time!!!! ( I hope!! )
One more day without you is
one more day closer to being with you
With lots and lots of hugs~~
Not to forget,
I Miss you!!!
Monday, December 22, 2008
I am a COMPLETE noob when come to gadgets!!!!
=__________="
I have no idea how to use an iPod Touch!!
(go on and laugh ppl...its ok!!!)
How long should I charge it before start using?
How do I arrange all the songs under same artist, album?
etc etc etc......
.
.
.
After you guys finish laughing,
is there anyone that's kind enough to give me a tutorial on
How To Use An iPod Touch
I need someone with EXTRA patience and is good tempered!!
Because
of my total Noob-ness!!!
hehehe~~
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Another thing,
Anyone out there is kind enough to spare me some luggage space?
Those who are going back to Melbourne...
Anyoneee??
Pleaseeeeeeee??
I KNOW I will have much trouble packing d!!!
So far,
I have bought 2 winter coats, 5 dresses, few tops, 3 heels and 2 sandals, belts, a bag, 3 shirts......
And I KNOW there is MORE to come bcuz I will be staying in M'sia for another two months!!!!
HOW?HOW?HOW???!!!!!
So,
Anyone wanna offer me a kind hand??
hehehehe~~
I THANK UUUUUUU firstt
=)
Saturday, December 20, 2008
A Lovely surprise
from
the boyfriend!!!
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There is no long distance about love,
it always finds a way to bring hearts together
no matter how many miles there are between them.
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Thanks Bie !!
Love~~
from
the boyfriend!!!
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There is no long distance about love,
it always finds a way to bring hearts together
no matter how many miles there are between them.
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Thanks Bie !!
Love~~
Friday, December 19, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to
my favourite person!!!
The Boyfriend!!
=)
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He is the one that makes me laugh with his very silly jokes when I am mad at him!!
(although I try my very best to keep a straight face )
He is the one that tickles me when I refuse to go his way just cos he knows how ticklish I am
He lets me complain endlessly to him if I have a bad day and try to cheer me up..
He leaves surprise gifts around the house just to see my happy smiling face!!
He makes fun of my retarded cantonese that cracks me up as well!
He makes me sleep better when he is beside me
He always give me a surprise peck on the cheek when we are on the streets~
He hates it when someone hurts my feeling and try his very best to protect me
He apologize and tries to make it up to me if he makes me mad
He is the one that will hug me tight when I am having cramps and sick daysss
He rolled his eyes at my childish movements but laughs happily at the same time
and.....
He loves me!!!
which makes it worth more than anything!!!
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While I am writing this, the poor guy is stuck at K-Box,
with a swarm of evil people around him trying to make him drunk!!!!
I highly doubt he IS still sober right this moment!!
NOT drunk but CONFIRM neither will he be sober!!!
teeheee~~~
(He still insist he is sober!!! >,<)
*To these evil people, be careful on your birthday okieeeee!!! wink~ *
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And
I am stuck here in MALAYSIA!!
Sadly not able to be there with him on this very special day!!!
*I am sorry B, I promise I will make it up to you ok?*
Trust Me,
I would LOVE to be in Melbourne right this moment
and join in the fun!!!!
(Yes yes, I am guilty!! I will be taking part in making him drunk too!!)
=p
hehehe~~~
Actually,
I just wanna celebrate with you!!!
More than anything!!
But,
there's always more special days to come right??
I promise I won't miss out any of em!!
=)
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B,
Happy Birthday AGAIN!!!
Luv U~
*stay sober ok!!!*
teehee~~
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
What have I done so far in Malaysia??
I totally hibernate, pig myself out (as if I am not chubby enough already!) and well...
yeshh!! SHOPPING!!!
I went to Singapore for an ultimate shopping trip!!
Bought lotsa stuff!!!
2 Zara winter coats and a shirt for dear, A Burberry shirt, sandals, heels, accessories, more and moreeeeee clothess!!!
hehehe...
Singapore still remains the BOMB for crazee shoppers!!!
Great Food, Great shopping places and not to mention
their very very beautifullllll Christmas decorations are always a bonus point!!
AND
Since Christmas is around the corner,
I am gonna bombard this post with TONS of colourful beautiful and stunning
Christmas decorations of Singapore!!!
hehehe~
Absolute cuteness with those little adorable 'carol singers'!
The archway in the middle of Orchard Road~
My personal favourite decoration!!
Totally love the blue angels!!!
"With God All Things Are Possible~"
I think this year's theme is Ribbons and Bows bcos you could practically see ribbons EVERYWHERE!!
Me likey likey!!
See what I mean about the Ribbons and Bows?
Pretty aren't they?
Another of my very favourite!!
This one is my favourite tree of all!!
=)
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Enough on Christmas decorations...
I went to watch two movies in one week time!!
I told you I was bored!!
hahahaha~
Twilight~
I do not understand why everyone is Ooh-ing and Aaah-ing at this movie,
Especially at Edward Cullen!
*roll eyes*
You can practically hear girls SQUEALING in the CINEMA!!!
when he appear!!!
*gosh*
What The *tut*....
I mean
not to say he is NOT good looking
but he is not THAT good looking in my opinion!!!
So why is everyone going gaga over this guy here?
Everyone seems to have high praise for the movie
but I must say I am pretty disappointed~
I prefer the novel which I feel is wayyyyyyyyy better than the movie itself!!
Hence,
I highly recommend the novel to anyone outside who likes this movie and its storyline!
Try reading the book and you will know what I meant
=)
Beast Stalker~
Typical Hong Kong movie with police theme~
of course...
Lots of bombing and fighting scenes, chopping ppl around...
and of course
the good people win in the end!
Kidnapping story~
and as predicted
The kid (a VERY cute one though) got saved in the end!!
Hurray~~~~ *roll eyes*
(well, we all know the ending to this kind of movie!)
hehehe~~
SO why I watch it?
Because Nicholas Tze is inside!!
because I like him!
because I think he is a marvellous actor!!
(WIlliam will be rolling his eyes at this!! he hates Nicholas which I dun understand why!!
maybe he is jealous Nicholas is better looking than him!! ngek ngek *smirk* )
These facts itself make ANY movie with him in it worth watching!!
righto?
=p
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Anyways,
I am off to China for family holiday in less than 8 hours time!!!
Looking forward to it?
Nahhh...not really~~
Hehe..cos it's China!!!!
You know..where you practically become a vegetarian at every meal
(vege, tauhu, egg..you name it)
people spitting everywhere anytime
without warning!!
The spit can flew to like a milimeter away from where you are standing!!!
*Faint*
and not to mention the most disgusting part
where people there goes to toilet
WITHOUT closing the door behind them!!
*shudder shudder*
Imagine a naked ass or even worst, an exposed *cough* private part
appearing right in your face the moment you step in the toilet!!!
HOLY SHYYYTTTTTT!!
I am just looking forward to the shopping part thats all!!
China means time to go crazyyyy on shopping cos
everything is sooooo cheap there!!!!
Yeayyyyyy~
(not too enthuastic though after the above thoughts of toilets and spits!)
So,
Update when I am home!!!!
Happy Holidays
everyone!!!
I totally hibernate, pig myself out (as if I am not chubby enough already!) and well...
yeshh!! SHOPPING!!!
I went to Singapore for an ultimate shopping trip!!
Bought lotsa stuff!!!
2 Zara winter coats and a shirt for dear, A Burberry shirt, sandals, heels, accessories, more and moreeeeee clothess!!!
hehehe...
Singapore still remains the BOMB for crazee shoppers!!!
Great Food, Great shopping places and not to mention
their very very beautifullllll Christmas decorations are always a bonus point!!
AND
Since Christmas is around the corner,
I am gonna bombard this post with TONS of colourful beautiful and stunning
Christmas decorations of Singapore!!!
hehehe~
Absolute cuteness with those little adorable 'carol singers'!
The archway in the middle of Orchard Road~
My personal favourite decoration!!
Totally love the blue angels!!!
"With God All Things Are Possible~"
I think this year's theme is Ribbons and Bows bcos you could practically see ribbons EVERYWHERE!!
Me likey likey!!
See what I mean about the Ribbons and Bows?
Pretty aren't they?
Another of my very favourite!!
This one is my favourite tree of all!!
=)
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Enough on Christmas decorations...
I went to watch two movies in one week time!!
I told you I was bored!!
hahahaha~
Twilight~
I do not understand why everyone is Ooh-ing and Aaah-ing at this movie,
Especially at Edward Cullen!
*roll eyes*
You can practically hear girls SQUEALING in the CINEMA!!!
when he appear!!!
*gosh*
What The *tut*....
I mean
not to say he is NOT good looking
but he is not THAT good looking in my opinion!!!
So why is everyone going gaga over this guy here?
Everyone seems to have high praise for the movie
but I must say I am pretty disappointed~
I prefer the novel which I feel is wayyyyyyyyy better than the movie itself!!
Hence,
I highly recommend the novel to anyone outside who likes this movie and its storyline!
Try reading the book and you will know what I meant
=)
Beast Stalker~
Typical Hong Kong movie with police theme~
of course...
Lots of bombing and fighting scenes, chopping ppl around...
and of course
the good people win in the end!
Kidnapping story~
and as predicted
The kid (a VERY cute one though) got saved in the end!!
Hurray~~~~ *roll eyes*
(well, we all know the ending to this kind of movie!)
hehehe~~
SO why I watch it?
Because Nicholas Tze is inside!!
because I like him!
because I think he is a marvellous actor!!
(WIlliam will be rolling his eyes at this!! he hates Nicholas which I dun understand why!!
maybe he is jealous Nicholas is better looking than him!! ngek ngek *smirk* )
These facts itself make ANY movie with him in it worth watching!!
righto?
=p
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Anyways,
I am off to China for family holiday in less than 8 hours time!!!
Looking forward to it?
Nahhh...not really~~
Hehe..cos it's China!!!!
You know..where you practically become a vegetarian at every meal
(vege, tauhu, egg..you name it)
people spitting everywhere anytime
without warning!!
The spit can flew to like a milimeter away from where you are standing!!!
*Faint*
and not to mention the most disgusting part
where people there goes to toilet
WITHOUT closing the door behind them!!
*shudder shudder*
Imagine a naked ass or even worst, an exposed *cough* private part
appearing right in your face the moment you step in the toilet!!!
HOLY SHYYYTTTTTT!!
I am just looking forward to the shopping part thats all!!
China means time to go crazyyyy on shopping cos
everything is sooooo cheap there!!!!
Yeayyyyyy~
(not too enthuastic though after the above thoughts of toilets and spits!)
So,
Update when I am home!!!!
Happy Holidays
everyone!!!
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Rule Number 1
in a relationship:
Never give too much
Because you might end up being taken for granted!
Friday, December 5, 2008
Veryyyy loooong due post...
hehehe...
hmm...on the 27th Nov, one day just before I leave Melbourne and come home,
both of us went for a nice dinner at
Radii, Hyatt.
because
We are OFFICIALLY one month together...
time flies don't you think??
=)
besides that,
it's his pre-b'day dinner as well because I will not be with him during his b'day~
(Sorry huns, U know I wanna be there to celebrate with you badly one right? I know you will understand..)
Why so serious??
smile abit laaaa~
hehe!!
Yours truly~
(I totally love the dress I am wearing that day...a simple black backless dress with a cute ribbon bow from Bardot~)
His so-call BEST attempt to SMILE....
tsk tsk tsk
=p
I still think he's adorable anyway~
haha
Anyways,
The restaurant is simply awesome!!
I totally am inlove with their interior designs bcos its really really cool~
This is their lounge bar where you wait to be seated...
(while have a nice drink)
Different levels of seating at the restaurant..
There's 3 levels all together~
Their unique open kitchen cooking style~
I likeyyy~
The counter~
Nice decoration next to the place we sat~
what to do?
Blue is my favourite colour!!!
*giggles*
We are One month together and
hopefully and I am very sure there's many many more months to come!!
Thanks dear for all the things you have done for me
for always being there for me~
Thank you for trying your very very best to keep all your promises
making me laugh
and being the sunshine in my life!!
I miss you very much!
Can't wait till the day I see youuuu again~
1 month n 27 days more to come THEN I can hug you again!!
weeeeee~~~
Heart you MUCH!!!
*love*
hehehe...
hmm...on the 27th Nov, one day just before I leave Melbourne and come home,
both of us went for a nice dinner at
Radii, Hyatt.
because
We are OFFICIALLY one month together...
time flies don't you think??
=)
besides that,
it's his pre-b'day dinner as well because I will not be with him during his b'day~
(Sorry huns, U know I wanna be there to celebrate with you badly one right? I know you will understand..)
Why so serious??
smile abit laaaa~
hehe!!
Yours truly~
(I totally love the dress I am wearing that day...a simple black backless dress with a cute ribbon bow from Bardot~)
His so-call BEST attempt to SMILE....
tsk tsk tsk
=p
I still think he's adorable anyway~
haha
Anyways,
The restaurant is simply awesome!!
I totally am inlove with their interior designs bcos its really really cool~
This is their lounge bar where you wait to be seated...
(while have a nice drink)
Different levels of seating at the restaurant..
There's 3 levels all together~
Their unique open kitchen cooking style~
I likeyyy~
The counter~
Nice decoration next to the place we sat~
what to do?
Blue is my favourite colour!!!
*giggles*
We are One month together and
hopefully and I am very sure there's many many more months to come!!
Thanks dear for all the things you have done for me
for always being there for me~
Thank you for trying your very very best to keep all your promises
making me laugh
and being the sunshine in my life!!
I miss you very much!
Can't wait till the day I see youuuu again~
1 month n 27 days more to come THEN I can hug you again!!
weeeeee~~~
Heart you MUCH!!!
*love*
Thursday, December 4, 2008
I Miss You
BADLY!!!
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I am never good in dealing with my emotions
Especially when come to moments like this...
The idea of long distance relationships never did appeal to me...
I know myself well enough to understand that I am never someone that is able to endure distance in my relationship...
I am not one who will feel secure when the person I care for very much is not beside me
Not even just for few days..
Yes, you could say that I am someone who is dreadfully insecure...
And I prove myself right...
I am just home a few days and already...
I am missing him so so so much, so goddamnmuch that I feel myself to be idiotic
dreading each day to pass till the day I see him
Feeling lost and bewildered easily...I lost enthusiasm in most things I do
I yearn to receive his phone calls, his sms, just anything from him...
just to remind me of his presence..he is there and he won't leave me behind...
It scares me..How I react towards this temporary distance of ours...
I hate myself sometimes for feeling so
I wish I could be more carefree...Never like this...Being so weak and pathetic...
I cannot deny I am scare
Its not I do not have faith in him
Is I do not have faith in myself...I have failed more than enough to know that I am never an ace when comes to relationship
I deny to face it
deny that I am afraid he will cheat or lie to me
deny that I am scare he will leave me behind
I shudder at the thoughts he is just toying with me
All these thoughts happening at one time
just cos of the god damn distance between us
just for the god damn 2 months of distance between us
I am even shameful to admit it
how little faith I have...
I sincerely salute to those couples that make it through, having a long distance relationship
because it isnt easy at all....
I hope I am stronger
I hope I do not burst into tears so easily these days
I hope I won't just break down upon hearing your voice
I know my tears make him unhappy
And the last thing I want to do is to make him unhappy
Cos he has done his best to make sure I AM happy
Cos without any effort, he himself already makes me happy...
I think I failed though...terribly...
I did try though
I know the solutions to the empty feeling...
How I should deal with my days and time so I wont miss him so much...
But
too many things make me miss him so so so much...
I miss his presence the most I suppose
I am so used to it...
To see him everyday...
And what with the teddy bear that I am hugging NOW did not help much to make me miss him less!!
sigh..
I do apologize for this very emotional entry of mine
It's just that I miss him alot...more than usual right this moment (blame the hormones)
He did not call me tonight...
So I am sorta upset you see...
Because he promised
And I hate promises being broken because it hurts
alot...
especially when the promise is made by someone you came to care very very much...
I should just stop my babbling and endless complains I guess
I am making a public confession on how much I miss him here and
I am sure most of you are gasping for some air, feeling faint or even disgusted right this moment!!
I. Just. Miss. Him. ALOT!!!
Him breaking his promise did not help in easing my emo-ness any less!!!
Right now
All I want to be
Is to be in Melbourne...
Just to be able to see him!!
Sigh....exactly 2 months away till the day I see him!!
Start countdown-ing should I?
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*Absence makes the heart grow fonder of each other*
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