Sunday, February 1, 2009

I 'promise' to......

You are arriving in few days time,
Yet I don't feel the anticipation nor excitement

I realize I never seem to understand,
who are you
what is in your mind
why are you behaving this way
when will you come to realize you've hurt me with your actions
how can you be so nonchalant about everything...

Maybe you are used to breaking your promises,
Maybe you do not see the way you are behaving is eating me up,

To you, it might be something so minor that you will scoff about and exclaim how childish I am
To me, it is something major that I will shed tears and feel heartbroken about

Broken promises...That's you...
Absence...That's you...
Ignorant...That's you...

If one day you see me slowly fading away
it's not because I don't care anymore,
it's because you pushed me away...

Maybe,
You and me, we are not meant to be...

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I wonder,
Am I important to you after all?



Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again,

skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.



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