Thursday, October 30, 2008
So many things to write about
but I dunno where to start.....
Mixture of emotions but
I can't very well pour my whole soul out here!!
Ok lahh
I know the point of a blog is for u to write stuff..your emotions blah blah blah in
BUT
one has to beware of some ridiculously free people who
have nothing better to do,
poke their nose in my blog,
start some stupid gossips and rumours
WITHOUT forgetting to add some 'salt' and 'vinegar'
WITH GLEE!!
YESSSS!!
I know!!!
how DISGUSTINGLY DISGUSTING is that right??!!
"I despise these people!!"
*************
Enough of the anger!!
hehehe~
I shouldn't spoil my mood of the day because of
some unnecessary people that's EXTRA in my life!!
Meaning, I Don't Give A Damn about these people!!!
**************
I do not know why,
Melbourne is a jinx to my health!!!
I am ALWAYS sick in Melbourne!!!
The times I got sick here is equalize to the times I got sick for my whole 18 years in M'sia!!
How annoying is that!!
First,
I am ALWAYS and FOREVER coughing!
Then, there's the puking-after-coughing part which I totally HATE!
Following up with those fevers and flus and sore throats!!
AND
I HAVE TOOTHACHE!!!
*sobs*
Life is so terribly unfair to me!!
My stupid retarded wisdom tooth has to pick this GOLDEN PERIOD to grow and
make me in agony!!
What fascinate me is
both my wisdom teeth is growing towards a 90 degree position!
How wonderful is that?
NOT!
=(
Gonna see the dentist soon
Hopefully by this week.. *finger crossed*
and arrange a minor operation!
*sigh*
************
VERY lack of photo updates these days!!
I know I know!!
Did not upload ANY photos
wayyyy from my girlies session at St. Kilda,
Jin's B'day,
Billboard session,
Gan and Jacq Gor's B'day,
Beach outing
Yada yada yada~~~~
Sorry la guys!!
It's kinda lame if I update these photos now
cos its LOOOOOONG OVERDUE!!!
Don't worry I will upload FRESH photos of recent events sometime soon!!
=)
Another reason I did not take much photos these days is
My beloved baby red Sony went swimming in the water
and got itself DROWNED!!
argh!
DOUBLE argh!
SO,
photos VERY SOON once I have my camera repaired!
=/
************
Elyn babe is now enjoying her wonderful holiday in UK
ditch me alone in Melbourne!!
*sob sob*
GIRL,
COME BACK SOON!!!
ME MISHHHH YOUUUUUU~~
MUCH MUCH MUCHIIEEEE!!
*huggies*
*Me wan souveniers!! hehe..*
P/S: Just lemme know if you need someone to fetch you from the airport okie??
************
That's about the rough update of my recent life laaaa~~
Hehe
B-O-R-I-N-GGGGGG
*Yawn*
I knowwww~~~
ALL words and NO pics!!!
Bear with me for now!!!
I miss my camera!
*************
P/S: Hope you lurv lurv the early b'day pressie yea dear ?
*hugx*
YIPPIE YAY YAY
You promise to bring me to Chadstone later Ooooo
*heart heart*
but I dunno where to start.....
Mixture of emotions but
I can't very well pour my whole soul out here!!
Ok lahh
I know the point of a blog is for u to write stuff..your emotions blah blah blah in
BUT
one has to beware of some ridiculously free people who
have nothing better to do,
poke their nose in my blog,
start some stupid gossips and rumours
WITHOUT forgetting to add some 'salt' and 'vinegar'
WITH GLEE!!
YESSSS!!
I know!!!
how DISGUSTINGLY DISGUSTING is that right??!!
"I despise these people!!"
*************
Enough of the anger!!
hehehe~
I shouldn't spoil my mood of the day because of
some unnecessary people that's EXTRA in my life!!
Meaning, I Don't Give A Damn about these people!!!
**************
I do not know why,
Melbourne is a jinx to my health!!!
I am ALWAYS sick in Melbourne!!!
The times I got sick here is equalize to the times I got sick for my whole 18 years in M'sia!!
How annoying is that!!
First,
I am ALWAYS and FOREVER coughing!
Then, there's the puking-after-coughing part which I totally HATE!
Following up with those fevers and flus and sore throats!!
AND
I HAVE TOOTHACHE!!!
*sobs*
Life is so terribly unfair to me!!
My stupid retarded wisdom tooth has to pick this GOLDEN PERIOD to grow and
make me in agony!!
What fascinate me is
both my wisdom teeth is growing towards a 90 degree position!
How wonderful is that?
NOT!
=(
Gonna see the dentist soon
Hopefully by this week.. *finger crossed*
and arrange a minor operation!
*sigh*
************
VERY lack of photo updates these days!!
I know I know!!
Did not upload ANY photos
wayyyy from my girlies session at St. Kilda,
Jin's B'day,
Billboard session,
Gan and Jacq Gor's B'day,
Beach outing
Yada yada yada~~~~
Sorry la guys!!
It's kinda lame if I update these photos now
cos its LOOOOOONG OVERDUE!!!
Don't worry I will upload FRESH photos of recent events sometime soon!!
=)
Another reason I did not take much photos these days is
My beloved baby red Sony went swimming in the water
and got itself DROWNED!!
argh!
DOUBLE argh!
SO,
photos VERY SOON once I have my camera repaired!
=/
************
Elyn babe is now enjoying her wonderful holiday in UK
ditch me alone in Melbourne!!
*sob sob*
GIRL,
COME BACK SOON!!!
ME MISHHHH YOUUUUUU~~
MUCH MUCH MUCHIIEEEE!!
*huggies*
*Me wan souveniers!! hehe..*
P/S: Just lemme know if you need someone to fetch you from the airport okie??
************
That's about the rough update of my recent life laaaa~~
Hehe
B-O-R-I-N-GGGGGG
*Yawn*
I knowwww~~~
ALL words and NO pics!!!
Bear with me for now!!!
I miss my camera!
*************
P/S: Hope you lurv lurv the early b'day pressie yea dear ?
*hugx*
YIPPIE YAY YAY
You promise to bring me to Chadstone later Ooooo
*heart heart*
Yeap yeap...
I have officially change my blog name because of some private reasons
to
turquoisegoddess.blogspot.com
&
YEAP..
Ima is back with regular posts and updates!!!
*Promise Promise~~*
=)
Saturday, October 25, 2008
<3
The perfect roses from a perfect person!
Flowers from the right person always put a smile on your face~
<3
Thanks dear!
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
I love how you makes me happy
makes me smile
makes me laugh
how you pamper me!!!
and
the smile stay on and on.......
*hugx hugx*
<3
Thursday, September 25, 2008
You make me smile
but
How I wish the smile will stay...
You leave me confused
I think I need a break....
Because it's the last thing I want
to
have my heart shattered into pieces...
Stop before it's too late...
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
I am scare........
To put another step forward
In fear of losing my smile once more...
In fear of getting hurt once more...
Sunday, September 21, 2008
I've been pondering on a question very much lately...
Am I doing the right thing?
I do not know the answer.....
If I would known,
I should have just behave like I always do
and not go against my principal
How should I treat you?
How would you want me to treat you?
Why do I feel so bad?
You know what is my answer
Yet you choose to be ignorant about it
giving me reasons of your own...
You told me you want to forget,
I understand, I accept,
Then you told me you do not want to forget,
and, again I choose to accept..
Friends then
We shall be....
I truly take you as a good friend
A person I can always trust
Someone that I know I can forever count on
A friend
I come to appreciate and care for very much...
But it seems I should have care less
I do not know why I still give a damn...
I do not understand why I will be easily irritated, frustrated, upset
I do not know why I feel worried and upset when I see the way you treat yourself
When I see you like this,
I am angry, I am frustrated, I am upset
I FEEL BAD!!
I cant blardy sleep!
Are you happy then?!!
But,
Do you care?
You told me how you feel when you know I am upset.
Do you really?
I should not have give a damn about anything in the first place...
I should have just do as I always did in the first place...
being ignorant...
You make me feel like shit
A lousy friend
A bad person
I chose to care and take you as a friend
I chose to accept the fact that things have change between us
I take you as a good friend but what about you?
I appreciate the things you do for me
I am touched at your sincerity
but sometimes,
the more things you do
the more bad I feel
the more stressed I am
because
I do not know what I can do to show you my appreciation
especially after seeing you being unhappy and frustrated!!!
Things just aren't suppose to be this way in the first place
Cruelty
should have been my first choice
Because of this friendship
I feel more and more hurt as days passed by
I feel more and more bad everytime I see you unhappy
I STILL blardy CARE
because I take you as a sincere friend
I appreciate...
Maybe I am really wrong this time....
Why don't you teach me what to do?
Because right this moment
I am helpless....
Am I doing the right thing?
I do not know the answer.....
If I would known,
I should have just behave like I always do
and not go against my principal
How should I treat you?
How would you want me to treat you?
Why do I feel so bad?
You know what is my answer
Yet you choose to be ignorant about it
giving me reasons of your own...
You told me you want to forget,
I understand, I accept,
Then you told me you do not want to forget,
and, again I choose to accept..
Friends then
We shall be....
I truly take you as a good friend
A person I can always trust
Someone that I know I can forever count on
A friend
I come to appreciate and care for very much...
But it seems I should have care less
I do not know why I still give a damn...
I do not understand why I will be easily irritated, frustrated, upset
I do not know why I feel worried and upset when I see the way you treat yourself
When I see you like this,
I am angry, I am frustrated, I am upset
I FEEL BAD!!
I cant blardy sleep!
Are you happy then?!!
But,
Do you care?
You told me how you feel when you know I am upset.
Do you really?
I should not have give a damn about anything in the first place...
I should have just do as I always did in the first place...
being ignorant...
You make me feel like shit
A lousy friend
A bad person
I chose to care and take you as a friend
I chose to accept the fact that things have change between us
I take you as a good friend but what about you?
I appreciate the things you do for me
I am touched at your sincerity
but sometimes,
the more things you do
the more bad I feel
the more stressed I am
because
I do not know what I can do to show you my appreciation
especially after seeing you being unhappy and frustrated!!!
Things just aren't suppose to be this way in the first place
Cruelty
should have been my first choice
Because of this friendship
I feel more and more hurt as days passed by
I feel more and more bad everytime I see you unhappy
I STILL blardy CARE
because I take you as a sincere friend
I appreciate...
Maybe I am really wrong this time....
Why don't you teach me what to do?
Because right this moment
I am helpless....
;;
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