Monday, January 12, 2009





你,当我是个风筝
,

要不把我放了,

要不然收好带回家,

别用一条看不见的情思拴着我
,让我心伤..........


never love a love that hurts,

never hurt a love that loves,

love is not something that happens on first sight,

it happens when you start knowing each other.




Sunday, January 11, 2009

Two quite unproductive days.....ngehh~
Did not go out much with friends...More like family bonding sessions for me~

so, yeappp...not much interesting updates! Besides some shopping done!! (Again!!)
=)

What to do? Shopping makes me HAPPY!!!


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Need to have more catch up sessions with my high school friends soon, especially a few from Catholic!! teehee~
AND Caryn, I am waiting for our next outing!! hehe~ Know you super busy laaaa~ hehehe!!


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Short hair or Long hair?? hmmmm......stress stress stress!!!!!


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Looking hideous at the moment so no photos are taken!!! Swell going down!! Yup yup yup!!! Happy happy happy~~~


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Nothing more!! Tata!!!





P.S/ Superrrrrr random post I know!!! hehehe~ Waiting for my Caryn dear to reply me in MSN =p

Friday, January 9, 2009






看不穿 是你失落的魂魄
猜不透 是你瞳孔的颜色
一阵风 一场梦 爱如生命般的莫测
你的心 到底被什么蛊惑

你的轮廓在黑夜之中淹没
看桃花 开出怎样的结果
看着你抱着我 目光似比月色寂寞
就让你 在别人怀里快乐

爱着你 像心跳难触摸
画着你 画不出你的骨骼
记着你的脸色 是我等你的执着

你是我 一首唱不完的歌
我的心 只愿为你而割舍


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一向对这类电影没什么兴趣的我, 在我妹的极力推荐下,我还是看了....
没什么太大的惊喜,或许故事情节太虚构了吧...现实生活中哪会有这种奇事呗?

然而,它背后的意思的确感动了我....
不论是人是妖, 都有他们对爱所付出的代价...
在生命中,乃会遇上一个,为了他/她, 而牺牲, 宽容...

...


逃避不一定躲的过,  
面对不一定最难过,  
孤单不一定不快乐,  
得到不一定能长久,  
失去不一定不再拥有... 

我钦佩...
佩蓉的牺牲与包容
庞勇的坚持,厚道与长情
王生的爱妻之道与责任感

更深深的为
小唯那凄美的结局
感动...

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这个世界上有一种爱,
虽然刻骨铭心.
却只能擦肩而过……


爱,绝不是缺了就找,
更不是累了就换
生活不是一个人好好的活
是两个人如何一起好好过...



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Thursday, January 8, 2009


"When you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers, remember that in those spaces you can see my fingers locked with yours forever."


A phone call from the boyfriend woke me up this morning. Which happens rarely cos we mostly chat in the afternoon or at night. But nonetheless, the phone call plastered a wide smile on my face. Small surprises as such are what seems to be more meaningful and I appreciate moments like this. *sigh*


I miss the boyfriend.


You guys could say I am whiny or a total pain or whatever. Truth is, I really miss him terribly lots! Having a BF that works like a robot AND would not on MSN under normal circumstances (who thinks MSN is a waste of time)
does not help too much with the situation.

Someone who actually prefer spending money on phone calls rather than text message makes me totally bewildered. hehe. But, don't get me wrong, I do enjoy those phone calls, its better actually to hear his voice rather then reading those messages. But, girls are complicated AND a pain in the ass! hehe (yeap yeap) I was hoping I could text msg with him sometimes just for the fun of it! =p

where in this case, my bestie thinks I am totally nuts!! haha.

I keep telling myself, in less than a month I would get to see my sayang. Its already January 8th today...

Time seems to pass extremely slow when you are missing someone tremendously. Right? Sadly, not much time will be spend with the BF soon because...

the workaholic blood in him has urge him to work from day to night, from MONDAY to SUNDAY starting from February! *definitely NOT looking forward to it! * hehe. Bluehh~


I am sorry for the rambling.

I am utterly bored! Stuck at home with no where to go because of my swollen cheek. It is the last thing I want to go out and attract weird glances from passerbys (or even worst, the chances of bumping into friends) while having an imbalance cheeks. =p

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Btw, I am thinking to have a hair cut and redye my hair soon! Since I have my short hair, I just do not feel like leaving my hair long anymore! Short hair is much more easier to deal with don't you think? ( not forget to mention most of my friends feel I look better with short hair, INCLUDING the bf) *wink*

I usually go to The Met at KL Plaza for my haircut, but this time I feel like trying something new. Shawn Cutler perhaps? Isit any good? I heard it's pretty impressive (the price is too) =p

Still considering where to go. Will prob cut my hair in two weeks time. (Just in time for CNY). As for my new hair colour, Copper Red maybe? or Maroon Red? =p hehe~ Gonna pull TYY along for my haircut!! keke~ I need companian and adviser!!


Anyways, it will be my dad's birthday real soon. Thinking of what to give him as a pressie. I would love to make him another handmade card, but I left all my card making tools and gears back in Melbourne. So, I think it cant be done. *sadddd*

And since the BF gave me an iTouch as a surprise gift, I am now stressing on what should I get for him? Was thinking scrapbook but wat the hell, we are only 2 months old and there's not much photos to be insert. ( When I am chubby, I hate to take photos). Need some pressie ideas!!! (and don't worry about spoiling the surprise of whatsoever, my BF don't read my blog...he quotes " It's a girls thing!" *roll eyes at him* )

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What irritates me is when people start babbling stuff to my parents upon discovering and reading my blog!! Why isit so? Unlike you people out there, I happen to have strict and conservative parents (I still love them though) that will be horrified at the idea of me having a BF before I graduate or feels totally insecure that I seems to have more guy friends than girls!!

And since you guys are reading my quite private (apply only to my parents) and personal life, it would indeeed HELPS alot AND consider a BIG HUGE FAVOUR done. where I BEG none of you out there start leaking my blog info to some adults where the news will gradually reach my parents!! Trust me, my parents will go ballistic and bullocks if they know I have a BF!!

So, Please please pleaseee go gossip on other things rather than my life. Its quite boring actually! Go read some juicy gossips on Jessica Alba or Robert Pattinson and talk about it. They are public figures! THEIR parents won't go running and slaughter them if you guys think they are gays or bisexual! Like They Care!!

Unlike ME, I Care because it will be the end of my relationship IF my parents happen to find out about it.

So people, when you click on the icon [ X ] on the far upper right side of the page, forget what you read, zip your mouth & throw the keys away please! Thank youssss~


Enough of my loooong rambling with NO photos in this post!! Results of boredomness! teehee~


*wonder what the boy is doing now, probably watching his drama again!! hehe.*

I Mishh U silly boy!! *Love Love*


~Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you, but trusting them not to.~


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